Five Poems

by Jonathan Humble

The Dream of a Blind Mole-Rat Draught Excluder

Selflessness, stoicism and stamina

against the tides of household air movement

are the qualities expected

of the blind mole-rat draught excluder.

Susceptibility to cold-induced agues

could quickly result in replacement

with the more traditional fluffy anaconda

or the ridiculously elongated sausage dog.

Cravings for an action-filled existence

would have to be supressed if one desired

a life of nestling anonymously

at the foot of any allotted domestic doorway.

Draft exclusion is a sacrificial pursuit.

Yet how many blind mole-rats secretly dream,

like the Sidney Cartons of home insulation,

of better places to lay their heads?

How many long for a life of rodenting around,

toothily flashing impressive incisors,

burrowing in five-kilometre tunnels,

gnawing in darkness at root and loam,

consorting in cooperative colonies,

carousing with their sand puppy cousins,

the short-tailed and naked mole-rats

of eastern Europe and Africa?

O blind mole-rat draught excluder,

tasked and dormant on the threshold,

‘tis a far far better thing you do

Your heroics have not gone unnoticed.

Fridge Painting

Turns out, reality leaks.

Sweeping brushstrokes, fully loaded,

emptying by degree into the margins

of a child’s roughly coloured painting;

an infant’s creation on a rainy afternoon,

loosely attached and fading on a fridge door.

Watery sun, sunflower rays radiating,

oblique raindrops exploding on impact,

in growing puddles of broken promises

resonating in a picture book park

under a long-forgotten rainbow.

An unreliable observer shivering on a bench,

synapse constructs resolving in doppler ripples,

spreading as nonsense washing over

the sticky voids of an old man’s brain.

Beneath the top strip of blue and clouds,

challenged eigenstate images flicker,

sounds reverberating in spacetime,

dissipating memories reduced in the repetition

of a slowly diminishing waveform.

Connections broken between concepts;

the familiar gradually disappearing,

lost within the texture of the stroke.

Consciousness ringing as wet entanglement

between collapsing waves of shrieks and shadows,

recollections of Sunday mornings with the children,

afternoons with paintbrushes at the kitchen table,

dripping raincoats glistening on hooks

and kids’ muddy wellies in the hallway.

Turns out, as paintings fade,

reality leaks.

Sentience in Sticks

Descartes rocked up the other day.

Wanted a deep philosophical discussion

with my dog, Derek:

said that Derek’s theory of Sentience in Sticks

was at variance with the idea of a divine transcendent spirituality

and was completely implausible,  

for what had sticks ever achieved?

Derek responded:

said that consciousness was a ubiquitous feature of the universe,

and perhaps it was an arrogant and idiosyncratic view

to consider human existence and perception as somehow worthier

due to some tenuous sponsorship deal with the Almighty.

Suggested Descartes’ dictum cogito, ergo sum be reversed:

I am, therefore I think which might better suit the occasion,

given the evidence Derek had uncovered

through his extensive

and ongoing research

on the subject.

And did Descartes have the time to test Derek’s theory

with a little practical investigation,

fair testing stick response in flight

on a breezy walk

through the woods?

Book End

Lost in local studies,

trundling by the ephemera archive,

looking to renew a bus pass

in the wrong part of the library,

she is an old forgotten book, a misplaced biography,

out of print in a dog-eared dust cover.

Wandering in oversized raincoat,

she peers through thick prescription glass,

drags a damp trolley bag behind her,

heads turning and newspapers lowering

at the afternoon intrusion

of rhythmically squeaking wheels.

Redirected by a kind assistant,

she still misses the work station

where bus passes are updated,

confused in the warmth of refuge,

drifts beyond the familiar

to the exit ramp that leads to rain.

The past slipping as she shuffles out,

time worn memories leaking,

spreading as oil dripping from a rusty sump,

untethered thoughts escaping

leaving the emptiness of shelves

that once was host to a life’s collection;

damp pages ripped from random chapters

as this story is pulped

on a wet Tuesday afternoon.

A Sofa Shared

(after Philip Larkin)

 

Upon a sofa, wrapped in wool,

oblivious, the subject lies,

with mouth agape and sightless eyes,

two legs akimbo, stockinged feet,

grabs forty winks amid a lull,

relaxed and after meal, replete.

 

A scene caught for posterity 

by helpful spouse, who, passing by

and blessed with sharp artistic eye,

in happenstance, an image takes

in moment of temerity 

before the subject re-awakes.

 

He did not think to lie so long;   

such lethargy was not the plan

but second helpings of cheese flan

had done for him and doused his zest,   

with sofa treated as chaise longue

and household tasks now put to rest.

 

And finding husband’s supine state

the wife, in open disbelief  

that such inaction followed brief

(he’d walk the dog in certitude)

then stumble on her lifelong mate

in horizontal attitude,

 

decides to publish evidence

upon the web in social share

lay bare their life to public glare

of how in essence, Love’s enthral

like curate’s egg experience,

must weather weakness, warts and all.

 

In motivation lacking spite,

secure in their fidelity,

his faults laid bare, his tendency

to overeat and sleep whereof

in partnership seems like Marmite

and proof, perhaps, of steadfast love.

BIO: Jonathan Humble lives in Cumbria. Collections of his poetry (My Camel’s Name Is Brian, Fledge and Derek and the Eternally Perfect Petunia Bed) were published by TMB Books, Maytree Press and Yorkshire Times Publishing in 2015, 2020 and 2025. He edits The Dirigible Balloon poetry website for children and delivers poetry workshops in Cumbrian schools. He appeared as the Poet in a Fridge for Radio Cumbria during the BBC Contains Strong Language Festival in Carlisle.

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